God, my Exceeding Joy

"Then will I go unto the altar of God, unto God my exceeding joy: yea, upon the harp will I praise thee, O God my God." Psalm 43:4

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Location: Oregon, United States

I met my husband while I was a missionary in Hong Kong. He had swum out of China after the Cultural Revolution. We have been married 32 years and have four children (2 biological and 2 adopted), ages 22-30. My mother also lives with us (she just turned 90). I am truly a blessed woman.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Dying to Self: Are You Dead Yet?

Several years ago I found the following excerpt from a magazine. I was digging through some old files yesterday and unearthed it again. I think I need to keep it out of the file and in a place where I don't forget it so easily.

"Dying to Self"--author unknown

When you are forgotten, or neglected, or purposely set at naught,
And you don’t sting and hurt with the insult or the oversight,
But your heart is happy being counted worthy to suffer for Messiah,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When your good is evil spoken of, when your wishes are crossed,
Your advice disregarded, your opinions ridiculed,
And you refuse to let anger rise in your heart, or even defend yourself,
But take it all in patient, loving silence,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When you lovingly and patiently bear any disorder, and irregularity, and unpunctuality,
Or any annoyance; when you can stand face to face with waste, folly, extravagance,
Spiritual insensibility…and endure it as Yeshua endured it,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When you are content with any food, any offering, and raiment, any climate,
And society, and solitude, any interruption,
By the will of God,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When you never care to refer to yourself in conversation, or to record your own good works,
Or itch after commendation,
When you can truly love to be unknown

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When you can see your brother prosper, and have his needs met, and can honestly
Rejoice with him in spirit and feel no envy not question God,
While your own needs are far greater and in desperate circumstances,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

When you can receive correction and reproof from one of less stature than yourself,
And can humbly submit inwardly as well as outwardly, finding no rebellion or
Resentment rising up within your heart,

THAT IS DYING TO SELF!

Are you dead yet? In these last days the Spirit would bring us to the Cross.
“That I may know Him…being made conformable to His death”

Friday, August 01, 2008

"Take Heart"

“God’s grace means that I can rest assured that I’ll have everything I need to be what he wants me to be and to do what he wants me to do in the situation in which he’s placed me.

"I’m no longer restricted to the limits of my own strength and wisdom. By his grace, I’ve a new identity and a new potential. I’m a child of God; the risen Christ now lives inside of me. I need no longer fear people or circumstances; I don’t have to feel weak in the face of suffering or temptation, because I no longer rest in the resources of my own ability. I’m in Christ and he’s in me.

"This new identity gives me new potential as I face the realities of life in this bent and broken world. God’s grace gives me reason to ‘take heart.’” - Paul David Tripp